Wednesday, May 28, 2008

That about sums it up


Blech.
That's how I feel today.
I wonder if it is the LARGE Quizno's sub I ate for dinner last night. Like the whole thing. Chicken carbonara. It was just so m m m m m... toasty! Maybe it was the fight Hubby and I got into last night. Over the truck. And chores. And ungratitude (ungratefulness?). And hypocrisy. And just - stuff. Or it could have been about the dead field mouse that my *completely* indoor cats killed overnight. I'm not sure if I'm more sorry for the mouse or for the knowledge that little creatures are in our house. If it isn't that, it could be that I have detention duty and have to work at job #2 tonight, and I don't have time to get from here to there. Another option could be that I have to talk to three students' parents today about how their children aren't going to pass my class this year and will need to go to summer school.
And if it isn't any of those things, it could be that I haven't run in almost a week, and I won't be able to until at least Friday. I haven't lifted weights, I haven't done any push-ups or sit ups, I haven't even stretched. I feel disgusting. Bloated. Stressed. Ugly. Gross.
And I'm not sure what to do about it.

Any ideas?

1 comment:

Eileen said...

Sorry about your day getting off to such a bad start. I hate mice and that right there would be enough to put me over the edge.
Sounds like your day is going to be total overload, overextended. I hope it passes quickly and soon you can be home, relaxing in your pj's, cuddling with Bear. That would be my idea of a good fix.
You'll get back into the running on Friday, don't beat yourself about it. Look at the big picture and how far you have come with running and eating right.
XOXOXO